1.Show Me
When will I be homeis what you want to know
But all I can say is I don't know when
Can't see to find my way... and it's killing me slowly
Please don't forget me I am out here trying to find you...
Show me some kind of light I can barely see it
Don't want to think that it's hopeless
Show me some kind of light I can barely see it
Don't want to think I'm lost
Everytime I left it was so far away
No I never thought that it would be like this
Wish I could thank you for the patience that you gave me
It's all I, I can can do so don't give up on me
Hope you know it's your faith that's guiding me
Please don't forget me I am out here trying to find you...
Show me some kind of light I can barely see it
Don't want to think it's hopeless
Show me some kind of light I can barely see it
Don't want to think I'm lost
Please don't forget me
Show me some kind of light I can barely see it
DOn't want to think that it's hopeless
Show me some kind of light I can barely see it
Don't want to think I'm lost
If I'm out here without your light
I can never find my way home
2.Anything But Jesus
I'm not your savior I'm as simple as a lost sheep
But you think I know everything
I'm just like you I'm trying to figure out this bullshit
So why ya looking up to me
I... don't want to hear
Don't want to hear the questions
I got no answers anyway
Say... see I don't know
See I don't know what you want
I never said I knew everything
I don't want to be I don't want to be jesus in your lost head
I don't want to be I don't want to be jesus your jesus I said
Anything, anything but jesus in your lost head
I don't want to be I don't want to be jesus your jesus I said
There's no mistakes there's only lessons I believe that
You've got to find out your own way
So don't you make me into someone that I can't be
That will never appeal to me
I... don't want to hear
Don't want to hear the questions
I got no answers anyway
Say... see I don't know
See I don't know what you want
I never said I knew everything
I don't want to be I don't want to be jesus in your lost head
I don't want to be I don't want to be jesus your jesus I said
Anything, anything but jesus in your lost head
I don't want to be I don't want to be jesus your jesus I said
Strike down on me when I don't have the answers
Don't strike out at me look for the answers
I don't want to be I don't want to be jesus in your lost head
I don't want to be I don't want to be jesus your jesus I said
Anything, anything but jesus in your lost head
I don't want to be I don't want to be jesus your jesus I said
I'm not your savior see I can't help you so why ya looking up to
me!
3.Breathing
When the silence embraced you did I
Leave you all alone to cry
When it happens at all the same time
It never seems right
When it's you against everything you can't imagine
It's me that runs to you so I can listen... listen... listen
It's automatic you bring your walls up
In spite I'm shut out I try
But you can't open to find
That it's never alright
When it's you against everything you can't imagine
It's me that runs to you so I can listen... listen... listen
I'm tired of breathing for you
So tired of breathing for you
I'm tired of breathing for you
It's a shame that you never think twice
If you only would realize... what you're doing
When it's you against everything you can't imagine
It's me that runs to you so I can listen... listen... listen
How did I get to be so lucky
When all of the things did mean nothing
Everytime you needed someone I carried you all the way
When it's you against everything you can't imagine
It's me that runs to you so I can listen... listen... listen
4.Define This
You have a fear of living not me
I will not take anything for granted
Not even the breath I breathe
Make me feel alive... still I can't describe
What is happening, determind to tun but...
I'm crawling... I'm crawling down
You cannot define this
There is nothing else like it
The addiction's here make no mistake
I will not take anything for granted
With every step I take, makes me feel alive
Still I feel the further I go I'm determined to run but...
I'm crawling... I'm crawling down
You cannot define this
There is nothing else like it, no no
You cannot define this
There is nothing else like it
It's how you react, no it's not what you say
You're running from nothing you're running away
You cannot define this
There is nothing else like it, no no
You cannot define this
THere is nothing else like it
Cannot define this...
5.Control Freak
Something I need you won't let me have
Don't shut me out you don't know me yet
Are you finding it hard to keep the peace between us
There's always something that you want to say to me
You don't listen... you don't understand
In your mind you know...
Everything but you don't
Everytime that you don't listen
How does it feel to be right all the time
How does it feel now you can't control me
You never let me finish what i'm saying
And you can't handle it when I'm right
Don't know when or if ever you will even hear me out
There's always something that you have to say to me
You don't listen... you don't undetrstand
In your mind you know...
Everything but you don't
Everytime that you don't listen
How does it feel to be right all the time
How does it feel now you can't control me
Don't try to tell me what's right or wrong
You don't know everything, it's just your opinion
No one likes a control freak cause they always think
They have all of the answers
You don't listen... you don't understand
In your mind you know
Everything but you don't
Everytime that you don't listen
How does it feel to be right all the time
All of the time, all of the time, you think you know...
Everything but you don't
Evertime that you don't listen
How does it feel, to be right all the time
How does it feel now you can't control me
Control freak
Control freak
6.Drop Down
Synthetic pathetic the words you tell me
You try to trick me
Hypotonic demonic and always scheming
Won't let me be
Erratic fanatic you move too quickly
You can confuse me
Heretic genetic a new condition
Your twisted mind drops down
What you think
You don't know me
What you think
You don't know me
Never want to do anything but bring me down
You just bring me down you bring out my hatred
Never want to do nothing but bring me down
You just bring me down you bring out my hatred
The logic methodic you're never changing that's how you think
Sadistic statistic what's the matter don't you like the pain
Frantic you panic there's no escaping cause you ran too late
Realistic horrific you can't stop me you see me coming drop down
What you think
You don't know me
What you think
You don't know me
Never want to do nothing but bring me down
You just bring me down you bring out my hatred
Never want to do nothing but bring me down
You just bring me down you bring out my hatred
you make me bleed from the back stabbing
You make me hate with your attitude
Lied from the start you told me everything but the truth
Never want to do nothing but bring me down
You just bring me down you bring out my hatred
Never want to do noting but bring me down
You just bring me down you bring out my hatred
You make me bleed from the back stabbing
You make me hate with your attitude
Lied from the start you told me everything but the truth
7.Coming Home
I want to say I want to do better
I need to start a new life
First thing's to let go of the time that's passed us by
I'd like to be the one that you call for
When you're not sure what's right
Hope I'm not asking too much because I miss you
I watched you crawl... I made you suffer
I'm so sorry I let you down
I am coming home to you as fast as I can
This time I won't let you down no
How can I get back
It's been on my mind for far too long
I can never get it back
But if you would let me in I swear
I'll be a better man
I'm so sorry I wasn't there
I believe it's hard for you to picture
You and me and everything's nice
This time I'm going to make sure I'm always in your life
If it takes a little longer than we thought
For us to work this out
I hope at least you know I've always missed you
I watched you crawl... I made you suffer
I'm so sorry I let you down
I am coming home to you as fast as I can
This time I won't let you down no
How can I get back
It's been on my mind for far too long
I can never get it back
ALl the time I wasted
But if you would let me in I swear
I'll be a better man
I'm so sorry I wasn't there
I am coming home
I am coming home
This time I won't let you down I won't hurt you
How can I get back
It's been on my mind for far too long
I can never get it back
All the time I wasted it
But if you would let me in I swear
I'll be a better man
I'm so sorry I wasn't there
8.Fallen
It happened and I want you to see
What it has done look at me right now
So dar gone that there is no turning back
Had I never fell into this
I wonder where I would be right now
But I don't know
Because I've fallen into nothing
What's your reason to be here with me
I've fallen into nothing
What's your reason to be here with me why
Handed all the cares that you had
To someone who would not give them back
But that's no excuse for where you are at
And I think you want to believe
That you are somewhere you've never been
And you feel nothing
Because you've fallen into nothing
What's your reason to be here with me
You've fallen into nothing
What's your reason to be here with me why
I believe you're lonely and need someone
To help you get through all this
If you sink too deep you'll never know that
Have you ever thought what you did
Would lead you to right where you are at
Guess you don't know
Because we've fallen into nothing
What's your reason to be here with me
We've fallen into nothing
What's your reason to be here with me why
9.Yesterday
I cannot believe we did it
WHen everybody thought we couldn't
Did anything it took admit it
Looking back we won't forget
Everything we've seen
And everything we've been... how did this begin
Someone said to me... how's it going to be... if it ever ends
I don't know... will it end... i don't know when...
We'll never forget what we did yesterday
I don't foresee it
Faced it all did our best we learned from yesterday
A lesson
There's such a long way that we came
Still got a long way we're going
We're never going to be the same
We carry no regret
Did everything we could
With everything we had... since we first began
Someone said to me... how's it going to be... if it ever ends
I don't know... will it end... I don't know when...
We'll never forget what we did yesterday
I don't foresee it
Faced it all did our best we learned from yesterday
A lesson
We'll never forget what we did
No we'll never forget what we did
We'll never forget what we did
10.My Addiction
You're more than my addiction
You're the beautiful one that I have found
You're my secret and I've waited
For far too long
You've been such an affliction
Condescending to me I will hold you down
Till I show you what it's like to be betrayed
You'll never stop looking for you
You want for me to forget
What I have felt for so long
I will find you in the darkest room you hide in
I will find you and you know I will
You're your own contradiction
It's misleading when you smile and scream
You're confusing at the same time
Abusing me abusing me
And no matter what you think
How convincing you are you can't fool me
'Cause I know you and I'll show
You ya feel the same
You'll never stop me looking for you
You wait for me to forget
What I have felt for so long
I will find you in the darkest room you hide in
I will find you and you know I will
You don't have to hide from me anymore
'Cause I know everything about you
No you don't have to hide from me anymore
'Cause I'm coming to find
I will find you in the darkest room you hide in
I will find you and you know I will
Give in give in
Can't escape from me
Give in...
11.Searching
What you say sounds familiar
I've been waiting for someone like you
Let me ask you one to another
Do you believe that there is something out there
Does it test your life
Your patience your pride
Will you lose your mind or will you make it
Can you tell me what it is that I'm searching for
Searching
What you're saying sounds familiar
I've been waiting for someone like you
Let me ask you one to another
Do you believe that there is something out there
Does it test your life
Your patience your pride
WIll you lose your mind or will you make it
Can you tell me what it is that Im searching for
Maybe why I've been looking all my life
Can you tell me what it is that I'm searching for
Maybe I can find the reason why
As I wonder I discover
An emptiness that I can't fill until I find it
I'm getting close it's becoming clearer
But when I find it it will I know that it's the answer
Does it test your life
Your patience your pride
Will you lose your mind or will you make it
Can you tell me what it is that I'm earching for
Maybe why I've been looking all my life
Can you tell me what it is that I'm searching for
Maybe I can find the reason why
I feel like I'm searching
Don't know what I'll find
I feel like I'm searching
Don't know what I'll find
Can you tell me what it is that I'm searching for
Maybe why I've been looking all my life
Can you tell me what it is that I'm searching for
Maybe I can find the reason why
Still searching
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